Before I don't let it bother me fully, I'd like to apologize to my FList for the drama. :)) I just had to say these. I'll do a real post later. ;)
Hi. I think you know who you are. Well, there are only two of you here, but I'm sure the two of you are who I'm talking about anyway. I don't really care. I'm going to contradict myself a little and say this: You can bitch and blame me all you want, but you don't have the right to.
I never claimed to be the "leader" or editor in chief or whatever. I was only worried when I asked for your articles. We all thought that the submission was on MARCH 2, 2009
. None of you asked how it was, so I panicked. I asked it from you Thursday evening. Shanice (although she doesn't have anything to do with the entire thing) is my witness. I asked for it, I received nothing. So I didn't do anything.
I'm sure all of you received my group message in Yahoo! Messenger asking to give it to me by 8PM on March 1, 2009
. I only received two that time. Then I received the others between 9-11PM. That evening, Sofia messaged me
confirming if she was still doing the layout. I said then she can do it, but I had to compile them first. But as I said, it was between 9-11PM when I received the other articles. It wasn't even complete.
After that, I fixed them a little since there really wasn't any need to edit, and I sent it. A little before 11PM
. If you can see, I sent it MARCH 1, 2009
. Sofia didn't say that she didn't get anything, so I never knew she didn't receive it until the next day.
Since we're letting anger out, I know I remember Adrienne was supposed to do the front page picture. Correct me if I'm wrong, but I know that's what we talked about. Neither Sofia nor I got anything, so we had to look for a picture in the internet. And really, I don't know why the fuck you're blaming me. I wasn't the layout editor in the first place. As I said in the beginning, I panicked because no one was asking how it was. Still, correct me if I'm wrong, but when I asked for your articles did you think I would carry all the burden? So this post might end up being disregarded since I know you don't even bother reading stuff made by people you hate, but here it is anyway.
I'll just simply tell you. I don't give a shit if you're pissed. If you're not willing to listen to what I have to say then that's not my problem. We're not going to see each other again for the rest of our lives, so I don't think I need to be so emotional about it.
To be honest, I knew that you were all blaming me. Then, just because I panicked, worried and asked for your articles, I'm to blame? Your reasoning is bullshit. :))